where do you go to find peace from the tyranny of an egotist sadistic bitch
who creates a fantasy of love until she tires of the dream turned nightmare
how do you find peace in a place where happiness is naught.
if I had a heart that pumped warm blood it would be broken
but alas my heart is frozen and incapable of feeling emotions
All Cried Out
January 16, 2013 — silentlyheardonce18 Responses to “All Cried Out”
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My Peers
January 16, 2013 at 10:35 AM
Everybody has a heart that is capable of feeling love.
January 16, 2013 at 11:16 AM
I use to think so but some people don’t know what love is.
January 16, 2013 at 11:28 AM
Maybe they do, they just don’t now what it is so hide away from it
January 16, 2013 at 11:32 AM
Yes and reject the love given to them and lash out and be mean. Making it hard for anyone to love them thus they don’t learn to love. We recognize love from the love we felt as children and if you weren’t loved then you don’t know love.
January 16, 2013 at 4:17 PM
Girl you are speaking my life now, love yourself, you are worthy, when no one else gives a rats behind then you got to look in that mirror and say God made me I AM WORTHY!!! You know you have given your all and loved unconditionally if others cant see that then it is there loss not yours..oh it hurts and hyrts and hurts but slowly as you start to climb from the pit you gotta get tough and say ok I don’t want you in my life it is too toxic. and you have to learn to stand on faith read Gods word read the book of John it is all you need to know Jesus and how much we are loved by him. Kim if I can help shoot me an email with your address please. It won’t be alot but it will be out of love.
January 16, 2013 at 4:26 PM
Len you are are one of God’s angels. I will be okay. I have family and good friends. I don’t like to ask for help because I’ve always been the one to help others. You know I have faith and I trust God. He will bring me through this and point me in the right directions. I read the bible at night ant it is a comfort. I guess I should read more.
Thank you for the offer I do appreciate that.
January 16, 2013 at 4:34 PM
just keep my email and don’t let pride get in the way. just let me know. (((xx)))
January 16, 2013 at 5:36 PM
I will Len
January 16, 2013 at 5:15 PM
It’s amazing the cold chilling people we meet in our life yet, those warm, kind ones I always keep waiting for.
January 16, 2013 at 5:34 PM
I know what you’re saying. Kind and too trusting.
January 16, 2013 at 8:23 PM
exactly.
January 16, 2013 at 7:42 PM
Where do you go? Within, giving yourself to be instead of doing, slowly slowing down, watching, watching.
January 16, 2013 at 8:05 PM
I do go deep inside myself until I find myself.
January 16, 2013 at 8:18 PM
You seem to be answering your own question?
January 16, 2013 at 10:12 PM
Not a good feeling. Been there & don’t like it one bit. It’s rather numbing.
{Hugs}
January 17, 2013 at 1:04 AM
you are worthy of love and happiness … never doubt this
January 17, 2013 at 10:51 AM
I don’t doubt it but sometimes life gets bumpy. Thanks for reading.
January 18, 2013 at 7:47 AM
It is well, Kim