Commercial ~ While visiting with the geandkids for Spring break my laptop was infected with a virus. I cleaned the virus but I still need to wipe out the computer and reinstall drivers. This has made me fall behind on the Blogger 201 post. The above is Sunday’s prompt. I will catch up on emails and start reading the other participants of Bloggers of 201
When I’m gone
I can create a shopping list of things I would like to do or have before I leave this earth but those things won’t make my death sweeter. The one thing I would like to accomplish is having published a novel that becomes a number one New York Times Best Seller. That is all I ever wanted.
However I hardly ever put my wants and needs first. So my writing is always in the background forming in my mind. My first novel was completed in the 90’s. A sci-fi I completed but unedited. I hope to someday pick it up and work on it again. I wrote a screenplay that’s registered with The Library in Congress. I no longer have a copy of it though and on Social Security I don’t have the extra money to buy a copy back from congress. My current novel, a love story is good in my opinion. I have edited the first part because I stopped writing it when I became sick. I was surprised by the story and wondered if I really wrote it. I will be finished soon I know how it’s ending now. I just need to write two maybe three more chapters. In fact I already have a paragraph or two of book two started. But as I said everything and everyone comes first.
My grandchildren if I’m needed I’m there. The women I live with I stop what I’m doing to help them. Well they do the same for me. I do make writing sacrifices for my blog. I will spend hours and days reading and commenting on other bloggers work while my writing sits in a dark corner waiting for me.
I know off subject but not really. Before I become dust in the wind I would like to be the voice in the wind, the love in the wind, the sweet memory in the wind not famous but a thought of goodness to all the lives I’ve touched. Being the best person I could be is the one thing on my bucket list I wish to accomplish.
To find peace in my mind and heart that will make my days left on earth serene. I have accepted that I will probably be alone so I decided to love myself completely, to forgive myself for the harm and pain I caused myself. To love and help those who are in my circumference with sincerity, compassion and understanding. This is the task I wish to complete on my bucket list
.© Kimberly Wilhelmina Floria 04/22/14