First my surgery was postponed pending clearance from my cardiologist. I knew I need his clearance but the surgeon didn’t mention it, though he said he did. I hope to be able to reschedule for next week. I’ll be asking my sister and her husband to take me this time.
My girlfriend stressed me out first when the guy who we scheduled to pick us up was late. I got crazy and was ready to call another car service. She didn’t say anything but she was annoyed. She didn’t want to help with carrying my C-Pap machine or my oxygen tank. So I carried a little suitcase with wheels. After I took off my clothes I put my stuff in the suitcase to make it easy for her but she complained and why it can’t go under the bed. So I just asked the nurse to put it somewhere. She continued to complain when we were on the way home she was annoyed that I wasted her money. Right now I’m an emotional wreck. I really could use a hug.
On top of that I was full of anxiety learning that Trump is the president-elect. My nerves are jumping and my temper is short. I fear the future but there is nothing I or anyone else could do. My temper is really short and I don’t want to be around anyone. So I am kind of glad I didn’t have the surgery today. My physical stats were good but mentally I’m not doing that great.
I am shocked and disappointed in the American people for choosing such a bastard to head our country. I am disappointed in the people who had rather not vote. I’m disappointed in the people who threw their vote away on Jill and John. I am disappointed in those who choose to write in someone else like Bernie Sanders. Well to all those folks I hope you have the decency to keep your mouth shut during the next four years of the promised making America great “again”.
I am already hoping he gets impeached and I heard John Hinckley Jr. is free.
I am in a daze, and full of worry about the fate of the American people and our country. I really can’t believe what we have done.
Please pardon me, I’m going to have a good cry. God help us.
My pre-scheduled post will continue tomorrow. I’ll up date when it’s rescheduled.